Thursday, December 17, 2009

the broken .. can still survive?


Shadows fill an empty heart
As love leaves the room
To make it through the night
Love will find you once again.

Saturday, December 5, 2009

Let them out

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Consumed

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they would not heal
Fear is how i fall
Confusing what is real

Saturday, November 28, 2009

just like we used to

Knowing things would never be the same again.
With your empty heart and mine full of pain.
Saying things that we thought but never heard.
Oh, who would have thought that it would end up like this.

Friday, November 27, 2009

Tangled

I worry i wont see your face
Light up again.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Every little heartbreak

I can remember days, things weren't always this way.
I used to make you smile but thats was only for awhile.
But now i can't get through you and there's no way i can lose.
I know some days are hard for you but don't you make mine too.

Monday, November 23, 2009

beautiful


But in the end everyone ends up alone
losing her, the only one who's ever known.
who i am, who im not and who i wanna be
No way to know how long she will be next to me.

Saturday, November 21, 2009

the sun is blinding


coming down coming down spin around spin around spin around
i'm losing i'm losing.
Game over

Friday, November 20, 2009

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

scary thoughts


Here's a song for the nights
I think too much and
Here's a song when I imagine us together
Here's a song for when we talk too much
And I forget my words

Monster


Violate wrists and then her ankles
silent pain
And then he saw their nightmares
were his dreams. his daydreams.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Russians

You can see my heart beating
you can see it through my chest.
Said i'm terrified but i'm not leaving.

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Slipped

Between the lines of fear and blame
You began to wonder why you came.
Where did i go wrong ?
Somewhere i did. Somewhere..

Saturday, November 7, 2009

choices?

when nothing makes you feel good
Nothing makes you feel good.
Makes me feel good
Nothing makes me feel good.

Thursday, November 5, 2009

going down on me?

More to the point, i need to show
how much i can come and go.
im getting out of here.
watch me go.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

I want you to show me

Every day may not be good
But there's something good in every day.
think about it.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Divine

Can we fast forward to get down to something ?
A wave of guilt crashing down on your flimsy construct.

Monday, November 2, 2009

Its such a dirty thing

The sparks flying, not the type we need
Bringing a fire that is burning me, burning me.
Nobody said it would be easy
That we could fine a way, make a way.

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Afternoon rainbow

Behind your lies
I can see the secrets you don't show.

Friday, August 21, 2009

In my daydreams, in my sleep

This life is way too short to get caught up in all these stuffs.

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Forever is over

The sky is burning up like fireworks
Say hello to goodbye.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Rich dad Poor dad

How do you define wealth?
Is it based on material possessions?
Is it based on one's bank account and real estate properties?

Such is the way we define wealth
That we label those who possess more of those things rich
while those who have little of those things poor.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

Saturday, July 4, 2009

should i have known this

Does life take your breath away?
Do you feel yourself suffocating?
Did you feel yourself broken into pieces?
Do you think you're in ruins?

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

9 lives

A house is made up of walls and ceilings.
A home is made up of love and feelings.

Monday, June 22, 2009

Safe in this street?

Your talent is God's gift to you
What you do with it is your gift back to God.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

blink twice

It was like games, jokes, laughter
live for the moment, left it all open.
See, i never saw this in my daydream
It's really you that i'm fully rating
And the days here no more waiting.

Color

so there goes my life
passing by with every exit sign
Its been so long
Sometimes i wonder how i will stay strong
I will keep driving these dark highway lines
and as the moon fades
I will see you again, a long time from now.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Life is so funny

Sometimes i would stare at my phone real hard hopping that someone would be nice enough to text me. But nothing happens. All i get is a text message from singtel saying that there's closed door sales at TANGS. Thanks.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

punk goes pop

You don't know what its like to be nameless
Want them to know what your name is
Cause see, when i was younger, I would say

Friday, June 12, 2009

No where

And what if my chances were already gone?
Started believing that i could be wrong.
But you gave me one good reason
to fight and never walk away
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath its harder to believe
you make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
to get to that one thing. Nothing.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

whats the meaning of this

I know something you have not told me
I did somethings but thats the old me.
And somewhere far along this road
he lost his soul.
he got friends, he got homies
but in the end he still feel so lonely.

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

jumping bridges

You want to get older, but don't forget how to stay alive.
Some kind soul would always say this to me.
Where is he.

Friday, June 5, 2009

let it fall

It's going to be a rainy day.
There's nothing we can do to make it change
We can pray for sunny weather
But that won't stop the rain.

Monday, June 1, 2009

au-dessus de ma tĂȘte

I might be over my head
Damn.

Saturday, May 30, 2009

I...

누ꔰ가넌 ì‚Źëž‘í•˜ëŠ” êČƒì€ êčŠìŽ ë‹č신에êȌ 힘을 쀀닀. 누ꔰ가에 의핎 ì‚Źëž‘ë˜ì–Žì„œ êčŠìŽ ë‹č신에êȌ 용Ʞ넌 쀀닀

L-I-F-E

To free his mind in search of..
To free his mind in search of...
To free his mind in search of....

Friday, May 29, 2009

L

It takes some fears to make you trust
It take those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished.
It takes time to be back again.

Thursday, May 28, 2009

I

Slipping through my fingers
into the cold sunlight, laughing at the things
i had planned, the map of my world gets
smaller as i sit here pulling at the lose threads now

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

F

Well bless my soul
cause im a lonely soul.
well all i need
is the air i breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Monday, May 25, 2009

E

you were a child,
crawling on your knees toward it
making mama so proud
but you were too loud.
The memories fade
like looking through a fogged mirror.

Friday, May 22, 2009

Can't understand

Save, save it for later
I'm not gonna hear
Your reasons and
Please, it takes me back.
You crashed
And you're own your own tonight

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Do you see me?

Who made up all the rules?
We follow them like fools
Believe them to be true,
Don't care to think them through
And it's ironic too
Cause what we tend to do
Is act on what they say
And then it is that way...

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Henri khoo<3

I've been thinking pretty much lately.
As every day passes, the dates on the calendar shifts.
Closer and closer to the very day itself.

Monday, May 18, 2009

burn bitch burn

There are many reasons, of which i cannot tell
to why i am so afraid.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Send it in a letter

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning.
Now i'm here to stay
Love can be so boring.
Nothing's quite the same now.
But its not so bad.

Friday, May 15, 2009

secret valentine

Forgiving is giving your hate just a little room in your heart.

A moment to remember

To forget easily is a gift.
To let go off our old mistakes.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Move along

Go ahead and waster your days with thinking
When you fall everyone sins.
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
Hands are shaking cold
This hands are meant to hold
Speak to me.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Only mortal

How did i become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I've never been this nasty.
I've seen enough now to know that beautiful things
Don't always stay that way.
I've done a lot of things wrong cause in the city was a sinner.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

fyi

you do not come and go as you wish

and its not the fly

Monday, May 11, 2009

Black

Crying weakens your immune system
ironic sure but that's the way it is.
Ironic true, but its the way.
you act when you're upset.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Goose on loose

In life i realize that there is one person who would always be there for you no matter what happens. That person is your one and only Mom.

Friday, May 8, 2009

Cupid

The hype is nothing more than hoo-ha, so i'm
Developing a language and i'm calling it my own.
So take a peek into the speaker and you'll see what i mean
That on the other side of the grass is greener.

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Direction

What was good now is bad
Its not hard to understand
In a world of past modern fad.

Bahasa Indonesia

terus melangkah melupakanmu
belah hati perhatikan sikapmu
jalan pikiranmu buatku ragu
tak mungkin ini tetap bertahan

perlahan mimpi terasa mengganggu
kucoba untuk terus menjauh
perlahan hatiku terbelenggu
kucoba untuk lanjutkan itu

engkau bukanlah segalaku
bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku
usai sudah semua berlalu
biar hujan menghapus jejakmu

terus melangkah melupakanmu
belah hati perhatikan sikapmu
jalan pikiranmu buatku ragu
tak mungkin ini tetap bertahan

perlahan mimpi terasa mengganggu
kucoba untuk terus menjauh
perlahan hatiku terbelenggu
kucoba untuk lanjutkan itu

engkau bukanlah segalaku
bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku
usai sudah semua berlalu
biar hujan menghapus jejakmu

lepaskan segalanya
lepaskan segalanya

engkau bukanlah segalaku
bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku
usai sudah semua berlalu
biar hujan menghapus jejakmu


I'm very sure that things are very different now

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Aura

Relax your mind, let your conscience be free.
I make miracles, like i walked on water.

Sunday, May 3, 2009

j.k.a.h.c.m.j.c.a.l

Life can be crazy, life can be bliss
wrap it all up with a hug and a kiss.. together.

B.. B.. B... Zzz

Oh, not again. This ain't suppose to happen to me.
When i look at you, my mind goes on a trip.
Then you came in and knocked me down in my face.
Hate to know I'm crashing, don't know how it happened or when it happened.

Saturday, May 2, 2009

so close, so far

soft kiss and wine, what a pretty friend of mine.

please

What is it with you that makes me react like this
But it's always gonna come back right to this

Friday, May 1, 2009

Dreamt

I've been so down and people look at me and they know
They know that something is wrong.
But who am i to dream? Dreams are fools. They let you down.

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Think about it

I keep climbing hoping that things would change.
Then the sky turns gray.

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Nothing about you is typical
Nothing about you is predictable.

Its time to do something

I don't know why is it so hard for you to talk to me.
It is increasingly difficult.
Unlike the way we were last time.
Oh boy..

who knew

that this world is so cold even with the sun shinning directly at you.

Friday, April 24, 2009

burning

I took a ride on a february morning.
Just getting over it and dealing with the mourning.
Somebody turn the lights on
Somebody tell me how long.
Burning like a candle.

You're not sorry

Humanity is coming to an end.
Its too late to save ourselves now. Goodbye.

Sunday, April 19, 2009

laetain

If it's a broken part, replace it
If it's a broken arm then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it.

Maze

i know a girl. she put the color inside my world
but she's just like a maze.
where all of the walls are continually changed
and i've done all i can
to stand on her steps with my heart in my hand.
now i'm starting to think..

Saturday, April 18, 2009

I don't know

I am a new soul, I came to this strange world
Hoping i could learn a bit about to how to give and take
But since i came here, felt the joy and the fear
Finding myself making every possible mistake.


I don't know how to make it through this.

pointless

Saturday night and i feel so low
count the hours and they go so slow
city lights, streets of gold
i look out the window to the world below.
oh boy.. i am so alone

Its your decision and i respect it. Goodbye.

virus

I don't want that moment to ever end but it somehow did.
Where everything's nothing without you
Cause its true. It is nothing without you.

Friday, April 17, 2009

its amazing

I know you didn't mean for things to turn out this way
but they don't always turn out this way if you make the effort to change it.
fate is in our hands. I am still waiting..
Why don't know.

Give me your best shot

and try. I wanna feel you in my bones again.
see all you have to do now is please try..

Give it a second shot.

I don't want to forgive you because its not your fault.
how did we all come to this?
There's always something in the way.
It feels different not talking to you.
I thought we would be talking for many years down the road.
Give it a try please. There's always a way out.
You've got no issues..and please don't say i don't know half of you because i know you're different.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

boner

What makes u think its infatuation..
Why would i want to put you in that situation?
If i did. I am sorry...

understood

you just have to talk to me.

spill spill spill

why can't you stay
why do you leave me behind
infatuation turning into disease.
see all you have to do now is please.

So what

I dream a lot.

Monday, April 13, 2009

Life

Seems like something just aren't the same
What could i say?
I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Takes time.

THUCKZX!

who would call me that now?

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Messed up

Where you'd go. I miss you so.
Seems like forever that you've been gone.
Remember the days we used to talk..

Undo

What is happening. Zomgzx.

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

wires and concept

Are we still friends? No? Yes? Haha..

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Dont be like this. Lets work talk things out. Im feeling blue.

little minds

I was alive.
But now i'm so lost.

Rise

Sometimes i wonder who you blog about. It gets me confused. And when im confused i can't think straight. ): My mind would be in a twirl like the curliest vine... I wanna say sorry and i wanna talk to you.

what should i do to be a better person?

You can give without loving but you cannot love without giving.

then i will wait till you do.

I'm sorry sorry sorry sorry.
Loving is knowing a person's fault and loving them even more for them.
I want and i need to talk to you please ):

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Don't be like this

hey... the post wasn't meant to be for you silly. ):

i want to see you happy

Whether life is worth living depends on whether there is love in life.














It is so hard to have a good talk with you nowadays. fml

Friday, April 3, 2009

Oh my.

The most precious possession that ever comes to me in this world is your heart.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Girl

Its pretty sad that your internet connection had to die on you just now.. i was waiting.

Love is bittersweet. Its up to you to make it sweet or bitter..

Too far away?

True love is like a ghost, which everybody talks about.
But few have seen.

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Distance

Couldn't sleep at 4am last night because reality was much better than dreams.

Unicorn

Every now and then i would hope that i would sneeze like mad.

Monday, March 30, 2009

Its never wrong to try

There's always a first time for everything.
Your heart is obliterated and i'm trying very hard to travel through.
but i would keep climbing and hope things would change.






Good luck for your test(s).

Sunday, March 29, 2009

...(: ?

Fight the fight alone
when the world is full of victims
Dims the faded light in our soul..

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Oh

I just want you close.
Where you can stay forever
You could be sure
That it will get better

Saturday, March 21, 2009

...

Another minute lived.
If you take me, i'll take what you give.

Monday, March 16, 2009

we walk

Life is a maze
And love is a riddle.

Friday, March 13, 2009

Snap

Need that picture of you
It's so magical, we'd be so fantastical.

Friday, March 6, 2009

Pieces

I tried to be perfect but nothing was working.
I don't believe it makes me real.
I meant all the things i said.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Just relax

So i think a lot when there's nothing i want to say
so i blink a lot when you make me nervous when i stay.

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Nobody

I don't care what the people say. They're probably lonely anyway.
Don't fill up your head with he said/she said.

Friday, February 27, 2009

Life

The city looks so pretty do you wanna burn it with me?
Till the sky bleed ashes and this fucking skyline crashes.

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Ripplets

when you're on my mind, i can't find anything to rhyme with rhyme.
i gotta rhyme rhyme with mixture.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Mother nature

I learned something today. And i better not repeat the mistake again.
Wanna know what im doing all night long?
Sniffing my shirt that smells like Miss Ku.

Monday, February 16, 2009

Treesss

You were a child
Crawling on your knees towards it
Making mama so proud
But your voice is too LOUD

Saturday, February 14, 2009

You found me

Little things affect little minds.
Lying on the floor.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

This is sex education

When she gives you affection, you better wear protection
Because that skank might have an infection.

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Horror

A little ignorance.

Saturday, January 31, 2009

Distasteful

Look inside, look inside your tiny mind.
and look a bit harder.
Cause you're so uninspired.
Sick and very tiring.

Friday, January 30, 2009

Dreams

All the play fighting.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Monday, January 26, 2009

STD

You don't have a vagina.
Get it through your head, Use your brain before you go to bed!

Friday, January 23, 2009

Thinking of you

No doubt, i need you.
One secret gone.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

cheebai

your pms is worst than the changing weather. fuck you lah dumbfuck.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

And on and on

All i need is you and time.

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Losing

Tell me where our time went.
And if it was time well spent.
Feeling empty again.
I can feel the pressureeeeeeeee.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Life is waiting

This chaos. This calamity. This garden once was perfect.
Give your immortality to me. I'll set you up against the stars.

Friday, January 9, 2009

when flowers attack

I've been told.
Whats done is done
To let it go
And carry on
And deep inside
I know thats true
Im stuck in time.

Saturday, January 3, 2009

Super-human



New year was awesome. The people i was with was awesome.
Today was just clicking of the mouse and staring at the screen.
Hardly even using my hands.


Beneath your loud voice is an empty void!